I forgot about this blog....It was brought to my attention by Jamie because she likes to go over every little bit of every thing i post. Not sure if doin that makes her obsessive, possessive or nuts lol.
I did love her very much. There still are feelings there, cause you cant just turn that off, but not the intensity that it started as. As time went on (months) finding out she lied on various occasions, about travel, her name, things she has done. Faking that she is going to go fuck the neighbour every time she got mad, telling people on POF to "watch out" for me, being an ass to an online aquaintance, and whatever else i cant remember lol..there were alot of little things that add up to OMG lol..Yes im sure being in the same city would have been a better start, she is 20 hrs away, with neither of us having a vehicle. Maybe someday we will actually get to see each other. Would be nice to see what could have happened. I hate distance, you cant get to know a person truly from a distance, and im not just talking about sex.
ps: noone reads this but you!
jan 2019 update..only saw her once..in over 4 yrs. She is still on my mind, God knows why..maybe all that time I had hoped she would come to her narcissistic senses and learn to be normal..lol ya right. I have given up as there was more negative things than good. too bad cause it could have been great, that sex was...while it lasted, sex is never the only thing so all those bad things superseded that one incidence...maybe she will smarten up or come to find someone to put up with her crap.
