Well this past year has been shit hasn't it lol? Covid blah..The disease that could have been lessened if not for assholes. People that don't know how to wear a mask, and those that don't feel the need. Yea masks aren't total cures against getting it, but they help.
Truthfully having to stay in 24/7 is nothing much new to me sadly. Being someone with a lot of pain issues, I don't tend to go far, but now I can do even less.
Do you know what it is like to be truly alone? Wake alone, sleep alone, watch movies (commenting to yourself), having bad dreams and there is noone to tell or comfort you, having lethargy so bad for hours on end and if you died noone would find you for weeks (at least). It SUCKS
I have been single truthfully for over 6 yrs. Had a dalliance or 2, but no true relationship. I miss it in a lot of ways, other than having someone to talk to. Would be nice to have someone that cares.
I have kids, but they are grown and 1 lives about 4 hr away, one other moving just as far, third daughter isnt much of a visiter either. Would be nice if they called to see if I'm ok :( sadly I have to talk first.
when you have to deal with EVERY DAMN MINUTE of the day by yourself...you talk to yourself, cause there is noone else..crazy right..no its attempting to be sane.
